yup...it's finally set in...and u'd think that after all of these years i'd be used to it...no...it comes out of nowhere and hits ya'...u don't know which day or which SNOW STORM will put u over the top...it doesn't even friggin' matter...what matters is that i have arrived...and it's one of those things that u don't try to fight...mother nature IS going to be what she is...i AM going to be who and what i am...you reap and you sow...and when it's time to sow, sit the fuck down, shut up and sow...if not, the reaping may never arrive...or you'll be tryna reap from somebody else's crop--which happens, and shit, that's okay too.
SEASONAL DEPRESSION
and i am not fighting it.
try striking a blow at mother nature and you are SURE to fail.