Showing posts with label Formspring Question. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Formspring Question. Show all posts

Thursday, June 16, 2011

What's the last thing that you laughed about?

Comedian @SaraJBenincasa's @YouTube video where she plays Michelle Bachmann and another about Sara's agoraphobia that led to her peeing in bowls because she was too afraid to go to the bathroom--unless she had to shyt. LMAO about it right now, actually!

what's on your bucket list? (things to do before you die)

Visit Italy.

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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Tuesday, June 07, 2011

What is there not enough of in the world?

"Shared" resources.

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What is your favorite time of the day?

4 a.m., EST

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I think more of you should follow me......you are missing some very good questions by not. xxxxx

This is true.

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Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?

Not really. I just gain more awareness as the years pass, as life keeps unfolding.

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Do you often forget that there is a person with emotions, on the other end?

I wish I could, it would mean less anxiety for me. I am so concerned about emotions that I often miss out on a lot, just not wanting to be around folks, thinking about how much emotional energy it takes to be with people. I have an illness that affects my nervous system, so my "normal" heart rate runs 100 to 140 all the time (even lying down). My doctors say that this has a lot to do with why I feel so overwhelmed by what would appear to be "easy" social gatherings.

So I try not to be so hard on myself and my judgement of what emotions I "think" I might encounter just by venturing out...let's say...to the grocery store. I'm worried that the cashier might take the way I hand her the money wrong, or that I'll offend a fellow shopper by being in the way. So emotions are an issue. And I wish I could forget sometimes. Just let go.

MissNikkiAnn?

Monday, June 06, 2011

What words do you live by?

Be good.
Be patient.
Be in the moment.

~MissNikkiAnn

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What is one thing you wish more people knew about you?

How disabling my dysautonomia really is. I wish they could live with it for 5 minutes to see how every little thing in life is a struggle. Everything. Talking, walking, dressing, showering, eating, drinking, digesting, lying down, sleeping, breathing, shopping, reading, listening, seeing, thinking, taking over 15 minute car rides, being a sick mom/daughter/sibling/relative/friend...all a struggle.

But then...it's a struggle for us all. So ultimately, I wish that they knew that because of my illness I know just how much EVERYONE (healthy and sick) struggle just to be alive.

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