MissNikkiAnn's House: Awakening

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Saturday, January 18, 2014

Much...

Lately I have had so much that I've wanted to say; but with very little time or energy left to do so. This is not a complaint, only a realization of the matter. I no longer try to find a groove, for the groove is forced upon me by my ill body and destiny. In the past the more I grasped at the groove, the greater the distance became. At this point it's not even a gap, but more like the space of our galaxy.

Now I am trying to accept what is being and will be. I flow through courses that Mother Nature has enrolled me in; they are always exactly what I've needed, despite how uncomfortable they make me feel. Also, I don't trust the events that bring me joy; life is too fickle to allow for a joyous constant. Pain and joy are friends, and each allows the other to have some spotlight.

Me, I remain as the Self, watching it all unfold, taking note of how life automatically does what it is going to do. No...I am not happy; if anything, I am overbooked with busying myself with tending to my body's need and tending to those I care for. And that does suffice.

~MissNikkiAnn

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Disclaimer: MissNikkiAnn Is Humanly (not humanely) Conditioned?

Friday, June 21, 2013

Please welcome Terence McKenna. May he rest in peace, forever stoned and conscious.

Watch "Terence McKenna 07 Psychedelics In The Age Of Inte" on YouTube

Sunday, May 13, 2012

My Mother's Day Gift to Myself and My Motherly Viewers

I am treating myself to Satsang with Mooji as my Mother's Day gift to myself! And I share it with all mothers out there. I love you all. Moms rule!!!!! Hells yeah!!!

~MissNikkiAnn

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Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Satsang with Mooji

I have viewed and meditated on this particular satsang twice. My enjoyment of the awakening it provided moved me to share it with my audience. Enjoy.

Pure Self-ishness (part 2) - 22nd April 2012

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Saturday, April 14, 2012

Terence McKenna, my good people, Terence McKenna.

His words always awaken and stir something within my human body. Something that doesn't require my mind to go about thinking. Something that is innately, quietly, and mutually understood by those whom it resonates with.

And his words appear to create and navigate waters that are upon us. Each of us is helping to chart the way. The things we discover, eventually unfolding the revelation that the next undiscovered discovery is but a short creation away. Spirit waiting to fulfill its eternal journeying.

And that is the fear, that the creation never began and will never end. The fear that grips us, causing hysteria, panic and discombobulating mental states. We are out of control of a thing that is uncontrollable, trying to imprison that which is free.

And yet, the Soul feels no one way about it. It just Is. Always has been and always will be.

Be good.

Be patient.

Be ye not in control.

But be ye at peace within the uncontrollable.

And be ye in the awareness that it has ALWAYS been this way.

~MissNikkiAnn

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Wednesday, April 04, 2012

Mooji: Falling in Love...With Self-Contemplation

My favorite part is at about 00:19:00 (19 minutes in) when he says:

"I don't believe anybody, actually. Everybody tells lies. It's just not true. We make things up all the time and present them as if they are profound truths. And then, oh god!, pay lots of money for somebody to tell you 'oh dear, you have a terrible problem, you have got the biggest problem in the world, dear!'. We make a lot of things up and then we believe them into existence and suffer from the thing we give so much importance to. Peace, joy, silence is the easiest thing for you, but it's just not appealing because we have such a fascination with a roller-coaster existence."

Then Mooji gives a hearty laugh; the kind of laugh that proceeds offertory wisdom but precedes the human existence, "the cosmic giggle," as Terence McKenna used say.

I love it!

Monday, April 02, 2012

Ain't It The Truth, Ruth!: "Minister Farrakhan - 3 Things To Never Teach Black People"

And I must say...massah did a guud job not teachin nuffin.

But glory be to the great "I Am" (God)...if our compassion were worth its weight in gold...

As I always tell my friends in confidence:

"You don't have to worry much about the black man; he don't pump fear in anyone but his own people, for he reaches not far from home to steal and rob what he needs. The one to watch is the friendly corporate man adorned in what appears to be neutral clothing and air. Him. He be the one. Watch for him, for even in your slumber, he is coming for you. Always. And he's a cannibal, eats the flesh of his own--ask 'middle class' America about him...they're learning what we niggas already knew..."

~MissNikkiAnn, from me to my readers, in quiet and honest confidence

Sunday, April 01, 2012

Palm Sunday 2012: Live Satsang with Mooji from Monte Sahaja

I am watching this right now, as I await Sir's return from church. Mom will be bringing my palms so that I can replace the old. Listening to Mooji is a perfect compliment to my Palm Sunday.

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